Deep in the center of my chest there is a place, an organ or muscle that seems to be constantly clenched. In dreams, when I consciously let that go, the lightness that replaces it lifts me and by willing or "pushing" that lightness, I can control the direction and speed of my motion. Sometimes I test myself by seeing how high and fast I can go before I start to get frightened but as soon as I allow myself to feel fear or any kind of tension, I start to fall. As I descend, I lift my head, close my eyes and let go again, slowing myself until I gently touch ground.
I want to feel that lightness all the time, even when I'm awake. I want to live "unclenched." I want to fly.
About Me
- Dennis Kleinsmith
- Los Angeles, CA, United States
- I'm an Actor who, after having lived over thirty years in the Detroit area and then Seattle for ten, has finally made the move to Los Angeles in order to further my film and television career.
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